An emotional day !

Today was one of my most emotional days. i woke up very tired just cause i had to woke up before nine, a sense of punctuality, then killed so many cockroaches and wasting time by cleaning the kitchen, i have always hated those kinda harmful insects, and trying to get rid of the bad sense of struggling with those dirty lives. then tried to focuse on studying, and when i say studying mean college subjects which i hate sometime alot, and i just felt sleepy again so things didnt go on well.

Today was really an emotional day. Parvin, the nice lady who is my chef, came and was so sad of her life and her destiny, an always drunk hubby and the unhappy home with a rude angry man and i tried to tell something which i dont know if works or not and anyway i felt so helpless and it bothered me alot.

An emotional day is when you are watching a nice soccer match, surprisingly a football on "sony pix" between manchester united and fulham, and then understanding that you are more looking at the advertisements, trying to figure out how the professional teams run the financial support and what a great business is the sport business.

Its an emotional day ! mom called and i talked to her for almost 12 minutes but after all i thought i needed to talk more. i just wanted to tell her to keep on speaking cause i love to hear your voice but i couldnt and its a real emotional day.

The emotional days are like this when i saw the great movie "proof", starring anthony hopkins who is one of my most favorite actors, which was about a daughter who didn't show her mathematical theorom proof just cause her dad had done the same thing before his death.

In an emotional day even the political discussions are emotional. i saw a program on NDTV channel named "fight in kolkata" which was about the election in india and some party leaders and spoke persons were discussing their ideas against the live audience with some university professors. then i felt how i wished the democracy in my place, how many people i know who fighted for democracy in my place and the best part, i mean the most emotional part, was the NDTV's presentations. people who were talking about an ideal democracy, religion out of politic and politic without religion.

I have had so many emotional days that i cried, i laughed, i sang to myself and whished i was a good singer, i wrote, i talked, tried to live my life maximum, fell in love, or missed someone, vanished my tears or fooled around... but TODAY WAS AN EMOTIONAL DAY, i liked it.

w w w w To INDIA and its summer breath in the air...